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#249; if you can't find your way, look for me
Monday, January 25, 2010

Inter-Unit Banner Design Competition - Secondary School

Second Runner-Up CHIJ St Nicholas Girls’ School (Coy 2)

First Runner-Up Raffles Girls’ School (Coy 2)

Champion North View Secondary School

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
I AM SO PROUD OF SECOND COY I BET THE JUDGES LOOKED AT BOTH AND FELL IN LOVE WITH THEM AND GAVE US A JOINT AWARD! 8D 8D 8D


6:58 PM

#248; you didn't mean it
Saturday, January 23, 2010

Sometimes it really sucks how I cannot properly express my deeper feelings and thoughts on a platform so public.



I'm really really proud of our banner, it's been a mess of sweat, paint and stains for the past two or so weeks, and I'm really, indescribably proud of what we can do with a purpose, determination, and a hell lot of enthusiasm. There has been misunderstandings, paint repainting, colour mixing, lousy merging, and a comparatively disappointing start, but we've really pulled through and completed this banner purely because we wanted to, and not because of any sense of forced obligation like I was afraid it might drift into.

It may not be perfect and we may not win but as Alicia said, and even if by some strange annoying mistake that cause you guys to not win, you've already won in my heart and I hope you have in your hearts too! - and it definitely definitely has. Jocie

OKAY OKAY OMG NO MORE COOL COMPOSURE AND UM GOOD ENGLISH OR WHATEVER IT'S DAMN PRETTY RIGHT!! 8D


5:06 PM

#247; never simple, never easy
Thursday, January 14, 2010

XIAXUE'S GUIDE TO LIFE IS SO AWESOME HAHAHA.
I watched a few episodes like long long ago then never bothered to watch more and now I started all the way from episode 1 and I'm on 20 now! (:

Any suggestions as to where to watch/download Bring It On: Fight to the Finish? /:


6:53 PM

#246; maybe it's time for miracles
Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Left on Monday.. aaanndd I'm back. D:

Nothing much happened on Monday - mainly bonding games (I love you 304), our awesome 304 tree (we better stick it on the classroom wall!!), packing for trekking/land expedition, happy food distribution (very happy indeed) and lunch (sandwiches + nutrition berry bar + sugar bun!) and dinner (rice, chicken wing, veg, fish thing) and supper (green bean soup)!

Hahaha I'm chronicling all this food for worried future OBS-ees :D

Went to see the Medical Nurse some time after dinner, really glad Clarissa and Eunice told me to tell our instructor! (who is moo, by the way, HAHA)

Uh, well basically I had like fever and cough on Thursday, fever disappeared, suddenly got flu, but flu + cough weren't very severe so I went to OBS very happily and Day 1 the supposedly Slackest Of All (except maybe, day 5, if you last that long) worsened everything /:

Like carrying the expedition bag (which is goddamn heavy - bag + attached poncho is already KILLER, add in your happy food, shoes, clothes, mess tins, group food -in some cases, POT-, etc etc) from our lodge area to the multi-purpose hall (WE GOT CAMP 1 BY THE WAY (: OUR LODGE THING (BLOCK SEVEN) HAS ABOUT.. SIX TOILETS? :D) took about 10-15 minutes and partnered with an insanely heavy bag + my cough leaving me breathless-ish was effing scary. Started really being sick after that, breaking out in cold sweat, my hands were like all cold, quite scary /:

Told Moo then he brought me to the medical nurse and the nurse said that I come back after supper and sleep in the medical hall O: Though when I went back there it was FULL HOUSE (there were five beds) very freaky right, so I slept in the tent! (: With Clarissa Eunice SuYun Jaslin, quite comfy-ish apart from the fact that you can't lie on your back or you'll have a Very Sore Tailbone, and if you lie on your side you'll twist your body /:

And some people sweat all night so hair = no point washing in the first place -.- No mosquitos though! (:

Had early breakfast (beehoon + sausage) on my own, then went to the medical nurse place to go see the doctor /: I originally thought they had an in-house doctor who comes in the morning or something, but instead we (cara, trishala, kimberly, yuteng) boated to mainland and took an OBS chartered bus to Sengkang Polyclinic .___.

Waited like a crazy three hours in total for all five to be checked and medicine collected, but it was very good bonding time! (:
Cara-nausea, Kimberly-flu and cough (like me), Trishala- sprained ankle, yunteng-gastric since december O: All of them got 2-day MC which meant no returning back to OBS, but I got a 1-day MC which meant stay overnight at the medical centre, and join them the next day. Which I was quite happy about until I started coughing like shit to the point that I nearly vomited, though I started getting the Cara Feeling (like want to vomit cannot vomit) so I went to ask for a 2-day MC instead /:

This is so lengthy isn't it.
Okay going to skip the details.

THANK YOU;
Clarissa for asking me so often if I'm okay, for encouraging me to tell Moo, for walking me to block7 in the dark to get my birth cert, for walking me very carefully up to the tent, for caring, for being my tentmate, for telling me to sleep more in the morning because I'm sick, for collecting my homework on thursday (hahaha thank you again!) and every single thing you've done for me since you met me (: ILYVM THANK YOU! (:
Eunice for asking if I'm okay, for encouraging me to tell Moo, for offering to walk me everywhere, for pointing out roots and everything so Clarissa and I don't trip, for our bagpacking plans, for remembering everything we planned when I forgot hahaha, for being my (almost) rafting partner, for being an awesome tentmate, for letting me sleep more in the morning, etc etc etc I feel like such an invalid omg /:
SuYun thanks for being an awesome tentmate too, for telling everyone to shut up so we could sleep at night, for telling them to shut up too in the morning so I could sleep (that was really sweet (: ), and for scaring me with cockroaches HAHA :D
Jaslin another awesome tentmate! Thanks for wearing shorts with me at night (HAHA), for asking if I'm okay, and don't show me your six-pack! bet you don't have lorr.
Trishala, Cara, Kimberly, YuTeng I have a lot to thank you all for (: Thanks for.. well, being sick with me, for visiting the polyclinic with me, for the complaining together, for the I want to go back to OBS/I want to go home and watch some Oliver person cook/I want to go home and eat my grandmother's cooked food, for our Mini-OBS plans (haven't found any online games yet!), for the pain sharing, medicine (is it working for you yes it's useless right) complaining, number swapping, registration/doctor/pharmacy/payment-waiting, for our consolation attempting (I mean like, we'll probably faint during the hike then our watch members have to carry us on a stretcher! huh there's a stretcher? yeah in the medicine bag! OOH did you play that game?), for pattern finding (omg 303, 304, 305!), for RA-sharing (are you in RA? physics, lit, no, no, are you?), for medicine-taking together (hahaha I thought that was like super fun), for lunch eating (let's treasure our last meal in OBS) for the 2-hour sleep before Trishala, YuTeng and my parents picked us up), for the happy-food picnic (eat la! -finishes two buns- okay this food isn't very happy anymore) AND FOR BEING AWESOME AWESOME :D

And I'm really glad that within one and a half days, we managed to bond with our class AND make new friends (: Definitely a worthy experience, sick or not (:


10:44 AM

#245; hit the city
Sunday, January 10, 2010

This shall hopefully be my last post as a Weak Person ;D
OBS tomorrow, all packed already! (not that I can actually remember where everything is)

I'M DAMN SCARED FOR HYGIENE ISSUES /:
Hope we get to bathe often! ):

I'm really excited because it'll be with 304!
And I'm starting to love 304 more and more <3


6:37 PM

#244; nothing to lose
Saturday, January 9, 2010

Today in Physics our teacher set up a senario where we were in a frictionless room and we couldn't use the walls to get to the other side. One kid asked if we allowed to teleport and the teacher blankly replied no. I proceeded to ask if we were allowed to apparate. I got 2 high fives and extra credit for thinking "outside of the muggle realm". I like this class. MLIM.

HAHAHA even more, visit this site!


7:57 PM

#243; hold on to what we've got

Today, I discovered that instead of the usual "medium" size label on my pants, the tag said "average". MPAA.

HAHAHAHA WTS.


7:10 PM

#242; nothing that we say's gonna save us

Maehanyi's parents get an A+ for originality.
Ranking:
'Maehanyi' wasn't in the top 2000 baby names for their birth year.
Rarity:
5% of girls had rarer names that year. (Grade: A+)
Peak year:
Name too rare. Data unavailable.
Current rank:
'Maehanyi' isn't currently one of the top 1000 girl's names.

:D


3:44 PM

#241; rush by

Browsing university websites and came across this:
Non-essential expenses like going out and socialising

Wow, university life sounds so exciting.


12:27 PM

#240; will you still love me tomorrow

To Rachel:
hey Rachel I'm super super sorry that I can't go today /: told my dad to wake me up at five then he said that when he did that I told him I didn't want to go and wanted to sleep but I completely don't remember saying anything ): stupid subconscious ): very very very sorry! I'll learn the steps from crystal (and make her give me a play-by-play account of every single minute of that three hours)!

To Crystal:
TANG TANG ): my dad tried to wake me up and said that when he woke me up at five I told him I wanted to sleep but I don't remember saying that I was so excited for first prac!!!!! ): ): ): ): D: D: D: you must must must teach me the new steps (during obs HAHAHA) and you must must must tell me everything that happened and how minchih and the other people danced and who's getting in!!!!!

To MinChih:
MINCHIH! go ask crystal why I'm not there I'm sick of typing it out D: I'm depressed I tell you. I purposely made my fever go away for today!!! ): tell me how it went okay! how's the new dance what's the song how much did you learn how did you fare what did you do?

I think it's quite sad how the current state of my life can be summed up in three smses.
Okay I feel all spoilt and everything like I'm harping on something supposedly small that supposedly doesn't affect the bigger picture (not that anyone said that to me - it's what people do say when they try to comfort you isn't it) but I've always thought that was the stupidest, most uncomforting phrase ever, I mean like right now, right here does the big picture even matter? The small picture is what twists the proportions and shines out so much brightly and affects you so much more than the big picture argghhh I'm depressed okay (but I should stop looking depressed I think my dad is starting to feel guilty /: he already spent about half an hour talking about nothing to make me feel good O: )


10:01 AM

#239; perfect
Friday, January 8, 2010

Haven't blogged in like five days, it's really quite depressing.

Sick for the past two days! /: Oh and thanks Clarissa! Haha I was really quite touched <3

OBS sounds too freaky. ):


7:45 PM

#238; until you love me
Sunday, January 3, 2010

I BET ALL OVER SINGAPORE OBS-EES ARE REJOICING THAT THEY GOT THEIR _________ NOW, these kind of stuff should not be publicly announced BUT I WILL BE _______-FREE DURING OBS! 8D

I LOVE THE FLOWERS
I LOVE THE BEES
I LOVE THE BIRDS
I LOVE THE TREES!


8:48 PM

#237; another dance, another chance

Maehanyi
ALL NIPPON STORES HAVE CLOSED

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SEVEN DAYS
HAHAH
SERIOUS?!

Maehanyi
YES
I AM ANGRY
I'VE BEEN CALLING THEM AGAIN AND AGAIN
oh.
it's sunday.
DAMN
WHAT KIND OF STORE ISN'T OPEN ON SUNDAYS?!?!??!

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SEVEN DAYS
uhm
yeah
paint shops

-.- thanks doob.
Seriously, it's like seven?!?! Need to wait till tomorrow (hopefully not later /: ) to send in the proposal! D:

Did two things today that I haven't for a really long while - spent quality time with my (sister's) darling rambo, heehee he is so cute! :D And with long lines of eye grit very gross but so cuddly <3, and went on a Really Long Bicycle Ride! Rode all the way to Tampines through back roads - no highway!! - gain was uh, experience, fun, and loss was one and a half hours, my good butt, and hopefully some calories 8D

Two more days and school will start again!! /:
I miss guides and cheer so much ):


7:16 PM

#236; according to you

TAG REPLIES!
laura BUP BUP BUP? .____.
jocie hmmm, neutral-different? :D I can't really remember the plot so maybe it's like, the same but I forgot O: you aren't the.. fan-girl OMG SO HOT kind of person!! yes it's very amusing HAHA. naicha.. is it still on on the 6th! /: YES TAYLOR SWIFT IS AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME ♥♥♥♥♥
phyllis haha yes I saw it :D
NINNY LOL two I think! can't be so many right! O: but it was like, when my sister's keeper was out it seemed like WHOA first jodi picoult movie out so maybe there's more!
jolene hahaha hi yes I'm back :D I did enlarge it omg you noticed? O:
amelia OOH you have basecoat? OOO: is it smartwhite omg I'm excited to use it but if you have enough for all four walls maybe we should use yours (if you're willing to lend)? because if not enough then might as well buy because smartwhite only comes in 5L!


9:45 AM

#235; stuck on replay

Two more days to school! :D:
AM I HAPPY OR SAD I DON'T KNOW.

HAPPY:
1. damn lot of things to look forward to this year 8D
2. doob in my class!
3. my new class seems rather awesome ;D
4. MY NEW FORM TEACHER LOVES ME VERY MUCH
5. (possible) outing with crystal!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
6. OBS OMG OBS OMG OBS OMG OBS OMG i keep typing OMB .__.
7. I'm really quite excited to wear my pinafore again HAHA
8. new WHITE shoes, hanjun are you proud.

SAD:
1. dude, it's school.
2. waking up early /:
3. HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION MUST PAY ATTENTION TOOTHPICKS IN EYES THAT'S THE WAY.
4. not looking forward to some stuff /:
5. I think my two repeat teachers don't love me very much..?
6. different classes from all my darlingies ): I LOVE YOU DOOB DON'T WORRY :D
7. OMG there's one new teacher who I don't think likes me either /:

NVM 8>7 AND THE 8 IS QUALITY 7 IS QUANTITY.
:D

Cotton On now sells some sort of my stripy dress!): nevermind it's knee length and I don't like knee length dresses I LOVE MY STRIPY DRESS ♥
I think I need to go shopping again /:

AND OMG MY ROOM WHICH I SPENT A DAY CLEANING IS LIKE, DIRTY, AGAIN.
IT'S BEEN LIKE, THREE DAYS!?!


9:36 AM

#234; I'll give it all I got
Friday, January 1, 2010


CALLING FOR METAL SCRAPERS, ANYONE?


5:30 PM

#233; lost in a fairytale

Happy 2010!
I keep screenshot-ing random stuff on my phone that has 2010 on it 8D

I guess now would probably be a good time for reflections on 2009? /: I don't like reflections; I don't like regret. But now when I look back on everything, 2009 turned out to be a pretty good year in general - ignoring the little details. I've grown wiser (I hope), I've learnt to see the bigger picture in a way. I've found my true friends (though most were already from last year and before) and I'm learning from my mistakes.

Everything turned out really great for my Two Greatest Loves HAHA, Guides went awesomely awesome despite H1N1, we may not have had urban hike or AA (at least we got to prepare somewhat for AA, that's fun enough 8D), but I love the sessions more than I did last year, I love my new QM duties and I'm crazily looking forward to everything guides next year 8D ♥ (and a prettier guides room?)

And my second greatest love, cheer! :D I'm really really proud of the fact that we got first place, and I'm super looking forward to the new choreography, new practices and new team members! ♥

Everything I'm looking forward to next year are because of guides and cheer O:

I think 2010 will be a fabulous year mainly because everything I'm left with doing are all things I really love - I've dropped third lang, I've dropped history and lit HAHA :D I might be dropping my GPA too, along with my two best subjects, but nvm, I'd rather study harder for the rest than continue with the two (yes that bad - no appreciation for a third language nor anything historic whatsoever)

Resolutions for the new year hmm. Never really kept to them, but no harm writing it down - maybe it'll guilt me even more once my resolutions are documented to the point that I'll actually keep them!
1. LOSE FIVE KG WITHIN SEMESTER ONE OMGGG.
2. ZERO BOOKINGS. ZE-RO.
3. don't do anything I'll regret
4. treasure my friends.
5. go out enough with all my friends (ESPECIALLY MY OLD DARLINGS)
6. PAY ATTENTION.
7. DO MY HOMEWORK.
8. REACH SCHOOL ON TIME.
9. REACH CLASS ON TIME.
10. GET A 3.6 GPA OVERALL OR MY LAPTOP GOES BYEBYE ):

The threats I have to live up to tsk.

Mm and I don't know about this but maybe I should not be too overenthusiastic about.. unconfirmed things or I'll likely be disappointed /: But not being excited about something in life just takes away your fuel, doesn't it, maybe dealing with (possible) disappointment is better? :)

THIS RELATES TO SO MANY THINGS IT'S KIND OF SCARY.
/:


5:14 PM