Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Mad tired these few days ): Keep staying up super late for not-so-stupid things but hahaha okay tonight I'm going to sleep early! Kite flying tomorrow and I am excited 8)
...there's Chem and English too and I'm extremely convinced that I'm going to fail compre so it's not just about how badly I fail hahaha BUT IT IS OKAY there is kite flying.
Omg seriously so tired.
Today on the way home I fell asleep repeatedly on this man's shoulder and when I woke up he looked at me and said, "very tired?" and I nodded in reply, then he asked "busy studying for your exams?" -and well, technically, no, but I spent a small portion of yesterday doing Chinese-related things so I nodded again and a few school-related questions later (and telling me that the couple opposite was laughing at me fall asleep) we fell back into an awkward sort of silence. Then he started telling me about his family, and how he's a grandfather, how he has four grandkids but they're all back in Dubai, and then he glanced at his iPhone and said, now I have to use Facebook to talk to them.
I don't really know what hit me so hard about that short one-MRT-stop-long conversation but it did- how friendly he was, how he wished me good luck for my exams, and, well, how sad he was when he talked about his kids.
Just makes me remember that no matter how much my parents piss me off they're going to miss me like hell once I move out, and I will, too. And resorting to fb is just such a normal thing to do (in the current era) but oh mannn. I wouldn't want to put them through that but at the same time I don't know how selfless I can be.
On another note :)
Been reading a lot more ahh I miss books so much! After Dear John (crying fiesta I swear) I now have four books in my bag that I can't wait to finish reading and WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I READ AN ENTIRE BOOK SRSLY.
So tired. ): Going to get off by midnight!!! I WILL.
11:07 PM
