#640; I'll be on my knees and crawling back to you
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Pretty exhausted, but very very satisfied!
After super efficient packing today we taught the recruits a bit more of the AA dance, and 1. they're so cute 2. they learn so fast 3. they're so cute 4. they dance pretty well!! 5. they're so cute 6. wish they'd be a bit more responsive, but 7. they're so cute!!
It's only been about two sessions (the first doesn't really count I guess) and they've already learnt half the dance and can kiiiinda remember it :) Really really excited for AA and I hope at the rate we're going the whole learning thing will be pretty relaxed for them!
Came home feeling more exhausted then I'd felt all day (funny how you only feel exhaustion when you let yourself feel it- it's that easy to ignore, yet that easy to be overwhelmed by it) so I sat at the dining table and finished up the orange juice and ate cashew nuts hahaha somehow everytime I decide to start eating less I end up eating more?
Case(s) in point: pizza for dinner on Sunday, $50 worth of pizza hut food for Monday's lunch (shared between three people! I'll very gladly list them out if you want to hear it), macs today. BD Kind of already resigned myself to the fact that I'm never going to be able to stop eating hahaha but ah well I don't really care somehow. DEM GUD FOOD > LOSE WEIGHT LOLLL.
But ah well today was actually a pretty good day. Apart from Bio omg normally when the exam's coming and I know close to nothing I start paying attention in class and mugging but Bio block is still a do-Math block I'M GONNA DIE FOR THE EXAM and argh I've always procrastinated so much but
I'm sec four now I need to start acting like one!! A responsible one!
Though I still trust myself to wake up soon enough- I predict a very late night before the paper :( Wow the kind-of-irony in this sentence.
And I know next few months are going to be mad busy but I can do this!!! Don't know why this is turning into a long ranty post but even though my eyes are slowly sliding down I have some form of pretty determined determination hiding in me. Tonight's going to be very productive; I'm not going to sleep till I complete all the items on my to-do list- it seems really long but no it isn't, it's extremely manageable.
OMG I'M BRAINWASHING MYSELF.
And it's 7:03 right now I'm going to watch The Two Of Us! AND IF THERE'S NOOSE TONIGHT THEN THAT ALSO. I love channel 5 at night but oh dear it seriously wastes my time but ah well!!
6:48 PM
