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And because I know my readers will be very interested-

My best friend came today :(
Next three days homg.

Never been so prepared in my life though hehehehehe.

So much shit to deal with now. Bad end to a good day.


Thank god there's camp tomorrow.

Sitting in a mess of wires just to watch HP6 8D
I would totally just shut down the comp and watch but no, I am doing responsible things.

Anyway somehow yesterday (I think I dreamt it or something like that) I was feeling v happy because I thought AA/ Sports Fest was two months away THEN TODAY REALIZATION HAHA :'(

Aiya Cheer we're quite dead but somehow I know we'll pull through and put on a decent performance during Sports Fest. How we're going to get there, I don't really know.

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Doobie I've owed you a post since forever so here's a half post!

Just realized that I've gotten pissed at you a lot recently but haha thank you for taking it so well, I think it's PMS :'( But yay thank you for putting up with me and compromising! I'M SUCH A SHITTY FRIEND I KNOW (yes pun intended)

Love you doobsie. Everyone should check out her tumblr btw doobsiewoobsieloobsie makes my day 8D

VALENTINE'S DAY THEN MAID IN MANHATTAN AND THERE'S NO SCHOOL TOMORROW
CAN LIFE GET ANY BETTER? 8D

Going to play myself to sleep (current agenda = angry birds (or at least the version I could find that was compatible with my vvvv old software) and words!!) with my new gryphon next to me!!!

IT'S GRYPHON RIGHT? NOT GRIFFON OR WHATEVER? Ok eaglelion idc.

Heehee I love the rewards shamelessness brings <3 Got myself another free brownie!! (By means of a half-threat hahahaha)

Tonight is a happy happy night!!! A NIGHT OF MANY EXCLAMATION POINTS!!!!!!!

Though somehow I'm conversing with too many sad faces hahaha sigh my permanent bitchface is actually smiling right now WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 8D

Sigh okay half-goodnight!! :)

Wow. Just typed a damn angsty post (that wasn't even that angsty) and then blogger crashed on me- a sign!! Today isn't that bad!!

Which it wasn't, actually.

Thank you Jielin for being an awesome seatmate in class today (and for the many future days!!) 404 is such a nice class I can't believe it took me a year to see past everything about it that pissed me off.

Thank you Doobie for being my rant buddy hoho.

Thank you OSL for being... I still think it's too amazing how we were strangers starting out on our journey and we're just so easily comfortable with each other!! I love you guys, I love you GLT (ok lah gecko hahah) I LOVE YOU OSL <3 And while camp has made me wonder how on earth I got into OSL, it's made me realise that I've never forgotten anything they've taught us, anything we've learnt.

Thank you B11ATCH for being so enthu about AA dance!!!! Watching a whole group of so many people (some of which would definitely rather be a mascot I know I know) actually want to really do it well is just so heartening!! Rae and I walked out of the room feeling so happy and proud and ahhh I love you guys so so so so so so so so much <3

And, thank you Phyllis for that five minute or so talk (in which you told me my butt grew bigger tyvm. Your sister told me I had a cool nose and fake hair YOU TWO ARE SO ANNOYINGLY SIMILAR) I don't know how but it made me happy ahha :) Hope this makes up for me not going online tonight 8D

WELL PEEPZ IMMA SLEEP NOW 8D dead tired!!!! (I fell asleep during SS despite trying my hardest not to and apparently I couldn't be woken up?!)

Haven't touched blogger in forever.

Past two weeks have been absolutely maaaad, experienced the consequences of procrastination (yet again) but multiplied by like a billion :( Actually now that I think about it this is the first time I've started on a PT the night before it was due?! Which actually makes my procrastination skills not that awesome heehee (Y)

AND THEN BIO MUGGING NEARLY KILLED ME but damn proud that I learned the term's worth of bio in three days (though one day was ponning just to mug)- and this exam period has made me realise that actually we learn very interesting things!!

But put it in a classroom setting and lol goodnight.

Originally stayed up on facebook and then prepared for debate tomorrow- I kind of have the points but everytime I go up my mind just blanks out and I started entertaining rather than debating :( BUT S'OKAY, WILL WING IT TOMORROW. Third speaker = can pretty much crap..... I hope.

Then as with all late nights I end up staying up till unearthly hours like 2:41 srsly. Unnecessarily redoing all the FOODCHUCK shirt colouring so that the lines will be thicker- I spend my life on too many crappy things that somehow make me happier hahaha.

SHOULD I BE AN EVENT PLANNER OR DOCTOR WHEN I GROW UP :( I'd want to be an event planner like a billion times more I think because I'm anal like that and nothing excites me more than planning for things happening two years or so later. But then everyone says like if you're a wedding planner then you'll never get/ want to get married?! And I want to get married :( But event planning is such a shaky job. And being a doctor = I can properly help people, help my family/ relatives/ do relief work. I mean yeah, event planning can raise money/ awareness but honestly is money always the cure? Teach a man to fish and he'll have food forever right!! TRADE NOT AID. Okay that's not related to being a doctor but............ you guys get it right?

And even though it's night and unhappiness/ generally displeasure at life normally flows in at times like now, tonight's a happy night :) Somehow.

Oh, and like all post-2am nights, I'm probably going to sleep at 9 tomorrow. Let's see :D

Hey, I just saw a question that you answered about how do you know if someone is 'the one'. I haven't found 'the one' yet (I'm just 17 and not currently dating anyone right now), but one day when I was having random thoughts I thought about something. I remember when I got my first cell phone, I would leave it on vibrate. When I'd be waiting for a text or a phone call, I'd be sitting there with it in my pocket waiting for it to vibrate. There would be moments where I thought I felt something and I was sure it was it, but then I'd check it and it'd be nothing. And then when it finally did vibrate, I realized that that was what it was without a doubt. It was almost kind of amusing how all those previous times I had thought it had vibrated, when the vibration itself was so much stronger and obvious. After a while I stopped second-guessing and just learned to trust my phone (sounds kinda weird, I know). As I was thinking about this, I realized that finding the one is probably the same. You may be absolutely sure that this time it really is them, that they're the one, but if there's a doubt in your mind (a reasonable one, mind you, not the anxious kind), then it's probably a false alarm. I think that one day when you meet that person, it'll be like a jolt, or a vibration. It'll be so strong and apparent that there is no way for you to deny it, that this person is 'the one.'

I think I'm going to settle myself into a new late early late early routine!

By the way my list of stuff I must complete before I sleep yesterday? Yeah I slept at 9, after The Two Of Us, Gags and The Noose. I love myself too. 8D

AIYA NOW JUST SUBMITTED MATH PT AND THEN THERE'S GEOG DUE IN TWO DAYS :( At least I don't take History and Geog haha I don't know how they do so many PTs in one week.

Mm it's 12:40 now I should feel a little bit more worried but oh dear my procrastination is getting to a point where there's no point in doing anything any earlier than a day before.

And Bio in less than a week aiya believe me when I say the only thing I've absorbed is that it travels from a 5' to 3' direction but what travels in that direction?!?! DNA?!

By the way during Bio on Tuesday he asked us for the importance of two features of the double helix structure thing and oh dear all the possibilities running through my mind included things like SO THE DNA CAN SLIDE DOWN because it looks like something you'd find at a water park yknow? BUT THEN I REALISED NOTHING SLIDES basically asdpibnepsdofi the only thing I know is r- and k- selection after my 20 minute mugging session with Jocie hahahaha :)

But okay sleep by...2, finish about half of Geog AA. At least my sister is on coffee high (really, she hasn't managed to sleep for the past one hour) and I have my crew of three chat buddies so I'm GOOD TO GO 8D

And, hoping like hell that FOODCHUCK gets to make an announcement tomorrow. :/

Pretty exhausted, but very very satisfied!

After super efficient packing today we taught the recruits a bit more of the AA dance, and 1. they're so cute 2. they learn so fast 3. they're so cute 4. they dance pretty well!! 5. they're so cute 6. wish they'd be a bit more responsive, but 7. they're so cute!!

It's only been about two sessions (the first doesn't really count I guess) and they've already learnt half the dance and can kiiiinda remember it :) Really really excited for AA and I hope at the rate we're going the whole learning thing will be pretty relaxed for them!

Came home feeling more exhausted then I'd felt all day (funny how you only feel exhaustion when you let yourself feel it- it's that easy to ignore, yet that easy to be overwhelmed by it) so I sat at the dining table and finished up the orange juice and ate cashew nuts hahaha somehow everytime I decide to start eating less I end up eating more?

Case(s) in point: pizza for dinner on Sunday, $50 worth of pizza hut food for Monday's lunch (shared between three people! I'll very gladly list them out if you want to hear it), macs today. BD Kind of already resigned myself to the fact that I'm never going to be able to stop eating hahaha but ah well I don't really care somehow. DEM GUD FOOD > LOSE WEIGHT LOLLL.

But ah well today was actually a pretty good day. Apart from Bio omg normally when the exam's coming and I know close to nothing I start paying attention in class and mugging but Bio block is still a do-Math block I'M GONNA DIE FOR THE EXAM and argh I've always procrastinated so much but I'm sec four now I need to start acting like one!! A responsible one!

Though I still trust myself to wake up soon enough- I predict a very late night before the paper :( Wow the kind-of-irony in this sentence.

And I know next few months are going to be mad busy but I can do this!!! Don't know why this is turning into a long ranty post but even though my eyes are slowly sliding down I have some form of pretty determined determination hiding in me. Tonight's going to be very productive; I'm not going to sleep till I complete all the items on my to-do list- it seems really long but no it isn't, it's extremely manageable.

OMG I'M BRAINWASHING MYSELF.

And it's 7:03 right now I'm going to watch The Two Of Us! AND IF THERE'S NOOSE TONIGHT THEN THAT ALSO. I love channel 5 at night but oh dear it seriously wastes my time but ah well!!

PARTY ROCK ANTHEM IS TOO DAMN HARD TO LEARN :(

But no I will master it one day idcccc, more 2am nights!! Heehee okay back to it. BD

Tonight's another late night and I'm tired but I don't want to sleep. Blog hopping and catching up on other people's lives but... I don't know. I have no reason to be sad, yet I am. I thought this whole nightly melancholy shit stopped a few months ago.

Ah well, done with Math PT! Stupidest PT srslyyyy. One down, Geog to go. ...Not to mention English debate homg when is it and I'm first speaker somemore!! kfipvandgpvnofbxvcn Hope there's no English tomorrow or I will die :(

OK I JUST CHECKED NO ENGLISH UNTIL THURSDAY WHOOPIE HOOOOO.

Anyway why is it that no one stays up till 1:30 anymore :(

Today was such a happy, sweaty day :)

B11ATCH outing = six people coincidentally all from second coy sprawling ourselves across the grass (and turning into mini forests when everything on the floor turned into everything on us) and camwhoring and walking around and eating and singing singing singing :)))

And getting random looks from passersby who just couldn't say anything and bursting into random song and humming along whenever only Laura remembered the lyrics ahha I love you guys <3

Tiring day with cheer prac in the morning at the Foyer omg I practically melted- anybody wants free sweat glands? :( But I'm really pleased with the 11/13 attendance today haha considering that it's a holiday and all and we start at 7.30!!

Now I'm dead tired but ahh, okay things to complete by tonight: FOODCHUCK info board, cheer cut, sms team, .......maybe do some school work aiya my priorities are damn screwed.

But then again screwed up priorities are what you need to ignore your PTs and go for a long unproductive but extremely rewarding singing-cum-suntanning session with B11ATCH :)