#596; no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white, just our hands clasped so tight
Monday, February 21, 2011
Mendaki today was... good :) I like doing brainless mechanical work like packing/ formatting/ being anal, it takes your mind off things doesn't it.
Today I realised that I can't exactly count OSL as part of the CIP for PGA, because direct service was less than a month long. So now I have 6.5 hours from Mendaki and 2 hours from kidsREAD and I hate to know that the main reason I'm going back to do more CIP is because I need the hours? I honestly enjoy it a lot and I really really want to go back every week or something but it's highly impractical (lol since when did I become practical?) because I'm already so behind on so many things and by the time I get home there's barely time to do the rest of my work.
But- anybody wants to join me, two or three times a month? :) Aiya I hope this doesn't turn into another one of things I really want to do but never get to do.
Haha I think all my problems would be lessened by so much if my dad didn't insist on me going to bed so early. Though I can't really handle late nights either. And parents are always right aren't they.
...........no they're not.
And now that PGA applications is probably in March... haha we're all going to be so busy. But just remember why we're all doing this, what we're doing it for, who we're doing it for. And in the end who gets PGA it doesn't really matter because the process will be amazing and the process will teach us so, so much.
It's Thinking Day tomorrow and I hope that the contingent goes well- I never realised last year that it might have been my last year doing footdrill. I don't know if I've mentioned this before but I really really miss doing footdrill, as tiring as it is.
Then Pioneering test on Wednesday!!! First Aid was honestly an easy pass (but at the same time I believe we deserve it- as egoistic as it might sound- but we all put in effort and I'm really glad the entire class could pass together), and I don't know if we'll get the same luck for Pioneering but I'm so scared. :/
This is a pretty long post isn't it, don't know why so many things are running through my mind.
Oh and Doobie, lunch today was happy! Haha I think it was a good venting session for us + omg good fries.
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