#531; and I want you here with me
Monday, November 1, 2010
I just realised that I'm drifting from my friends in the midst of everything post-EYA. I miss you guys so much. I haven't gone out in forever, when I come home I can barely stay awake/ generally moodless to start a conversation.
I think the worst part is, I'm not losing time with the people I love in exchange for spending time on the things I love. I don't even know what I'm working for sometimes, because I guess I don't really know how to separate what I want to do from the environment/general atmosphere it provides.
I remember last year, I never understood why people missed CCA for other things. Now I understand too well.
I'm missing the last Guides session of the year.
I don't know why it upsets me so much.
B11ATCH is milk tea still on? I can make it after 5.
<3
7:21 PM