#472; you're gonna be the one that saves me
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Made a study timetable yesterday (yes kill me now I've turned into a mugger) and now even getting on the computer is so guiltifying :( So I come on with the pretense of downloading Physics slides course I am.
Yesterday Cheryl Doobie and I packed our bags five minutes before the bell rang, and counted down to 2:48:47 seconds when the bell rang and ran downstairs and out the gate and across the road like little primary school losers 8D
But then 105 took too long to come so no McValue lunch :(
(KFC buddy meal + cheese + macs fries instead hell yeah)
Anyway diet starts now cos TV wants us in tighter costume I feel so violated.
Yeah and in accordance to that HanJun and I went to Far East after Math Clinic and had bubble tea and cheecheongfan I think I'm going to wear a garbage bag.
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Just now something happened that I'd normally react to, but I didn't, and I'm so damn proud of myself. :D :D :D Proud in the I-can-read-this-vague-thing-in-six-months-and-still-know-what-it's-talking-about kind of way.
It's a good feeling. Like, now I'm in control of myself, no one else.
And oh god I really need to improve on my work relationships etc, I'm turning into Mega Bitch because everything's pissing me off whyyy.
I
know what I need to do, but I can't bring myself to doing it.
Maybe it's all related to expectations.
Oh who am I kidding, it isn't.
Maybe it's PMS :( :( :(
9:28 PM
