#435; when they ask you what's that dance
Monday, August 2, 2010
11. (I would've stopped at 10 but tonight's not a night for regularity nor round numbers) The next few weeks are going to be trying - they're going to stretch me, tear me apart, break me down - but they're not going to crush me. Because I won't let them. I know I'm so incredibly lucky to have the most amazing 6 people by my side and I couldn't have asked for anybody else. It's not going to be easy, I know we all know that, and I know that even the closest of us may turn their backs (and none of us can and will be blamed for it). But to the best of our abilities, I trust that we all want the best for guides, and that we won't let power nor authority nor status get the better of us.
A guiding light
amid the throng,
A faith, a hope,
a bright new day.
Friendship is a chosen way.
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ILY all so much. Let's not let things break apart any further.
12. Half a year ago if I'd known this would happen, I think I'd have been really happy. Right now, I don't want to make any guesses. I think for me getting CL nominee is in itself an incredibly big thing. 2 and a half years ago when I first stepped into guides I wouldn't in my wildest dreams have dreamt that that email would be sitting in my inbox. Whether I do get it or not, I think what I would want to matter more on 18th August is how I performed against myself- whether I pushed myself to do the best I could, whether I gave everything I could and more, whether I stayed true to myself and made no decisions that I regretted or felt ashamed of, whether I made the experience worthwhile for all involved. It's nice to know that people believe in you, yes, but I think really and truly - the results are secondary. And like Zi Xin said, 10-20 years down the road, it's not who was CL or who was even a nominee that people will remember. It's what you did, how you did it, how you made people feel that people will remember.
13. I love you b11atch I really really do. Let's do this together.
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Maehanyi Rajendram to Rae-Ann, wwonder, Joceline, Amelia, Yin, Wang
I'd like to think this calls for an extremely important milk tea outing on tuesday rsvp please :D
Joceline Yong to me, Rae-Ann, wwonder, Amelia, Yin, Wang
HAHAHA MAYO ILY <3
But I have orals :/
Wednesday now? (:
Wang Xuan to jocelineyong, me, Rae-Ann, wwonder, ameliashaye, lim_yin_yu
after ndp prac? (:
Yin Yu Lim to wangxuan88, joce, me, raeann95, wwonder, amelia
OMG OHYEAHH WE HAVE STOOPID NDP PRAC ! AFTER NDP! :DD
Amelia to Wang, jocelineyong, me, Rae-Ann, wwonder, lim_yin_yu
YES YES YES PLEASE
Maehanyi Rajendram to Amelia
...okay fine screw cmps
WEDNESDAY WEDNESDAY WEDNESDAY
emo talk :D
Koh Wei Yi to lim_yin_yu, Wang, jocelineyong, me, raeann95, ameliashaye
Oh oh since we are all going let's coordinate I don't want to wear PE shirt! ):
Yin Yu Lim to wwonder, wangxuan88, joce, me, raeann95, amelia
the little chicken shirt?
Omg I swear I love you all to bits I couldn't imagine doing this with anyone else ♥♥♥
Best part is I don't think any of us are actually scared for the results - the pre- is exciting and the post- is for dreaming. :)
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