#431; i'm gonna give all my secrets away
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Today I reached home incredibly exhausted and thirsty (after six hours of learning Oh in twenty minutes, and screwing up auditions in thirty seconds; cutting out one lollipop that nearly made me crazy, trying to get Cherlene to talk to me but she ran away, a few hours of NDP prac which wasn't tiring but still very mentally exhausting in a weird way; stayed back with structure comm + Jocie + Amelia - YinYu who ran off early and hauled up a gigantic tripod - Laura's campaign has taught us a lot, ...the hard way, then MRT-ed home and I swear I miss the primary school days when my dad picked me up and sent me to school everyday but I still didn't like having to walk from the further bus stop.) and I don't know if I can go through tomorrow.
Desperately want a parent's letter but the thing that's stopping me is NDP practice but I really don't know if I can take it already I am very very tired and I don't even know why, late nights and neverending heavy workloads never worked well for me, separately, and mashed together it's not something I'm used to and I know I sound like a wimp but really.
So I trudged through the house looking very annoyed (because that's what I look like when I'm tired, not good) and planning how ndp people might survive without me so I took a shower and got out feeling better but still very helpless and I opened the fridge and saw a bowl of cut oranges and I swear that made my day :)
8:55 PM