#284; I miss you like crazy
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I guess I only started really properly thinking about it when rei mentioned it last year- it scares me how there are people I’ve physically known for years and years and years, never stopped being in contact with for those same years- and yet I don’t know a thing about them- I know every ridiculous detail, from when and where their tuition is, and how many pairs of leggings their sisters have, to how long they had on braces for- but it nags at me that despite all this useless macroknowledge I don’t actually know them. i guess there are some creatures we can’t quite unlock, not even with time.
[
laura]
Took the longest walk home today and I realised today that living crazy far from school really isn't that bad, I get a lot of alone time, to think.
A lot of things to do but I'm still here because tomorrow's a free day = I will stay up late slogging like shit trying to finish the proposal and I will, I will.
And another thing I realised it's hard to relate to people without a passion.
And distance really makes the heart grow fonder; I miss you all like crazy ): But it's our passion pursuing that brings us together (I've never seen it like this before), and it's our lack of time that keeps us apart.
(And it wasn't morning moodiness, today I really was sad but it's hard to say that outright)
7:33 PM
