#113; but I won't feel blue.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
I didn't like what you did today and I hope you know it's not what you did but how you did it and after that I got really pissed and I didn't want to forgive you at all; I didn't want to talk to you or have anything to do with you anymore but after that on my way home I just knew I was going to forgive you even though I so desperately didn't want to, maybe cos of pride or something. And that's cos you're the type of friend that even though I'm not really close to, but when I do talk to you during science prac or guides or whatever it really feels that I'm talking to a really close friend, which, come to think of it, you might be. And I know I'll never bear to lose you; I know the pain involved in losing a friend and even when you manage to save your lost friendship it's never the same. I remember last last week when I got pissed at you both because of what and how you did it I didn't want to forgive you either but the next day I just saw you and I felt so bad that I ever considered losing you as a friend so I just went up and hugged you and I remember you said that if we had lost our friendship because of that, that shows how much I value our friendship and now I realise I must value it pretty much because I'm going to forgive and forget and I hope you will too and we can go back to imitating Vanessa Hudgen's smile and grabbing for more share of the blanket and going sixteen sixteen sixteen minutes left to get it right (LEFT, RIGHT) and gossipping over the pencilknife FA. Don't forget I still love you (:
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
Cos somewhere in the crowd there's you.
Super Trouper - ABBA
9:21 PM
